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Monday, January 26, 2009

Is a terrorist human?

Who is a terrorist? Should we shot them at sight? Or what actions should be taken against them? Am I a terrorist? Are all of us terrorists? Is a terrorist human?

Let me be very clear that I would have acted the same way as all Mumbaiwala's did, if victims would have been among my near relatives. I would have reacted the same way saying “kill those non-human SOB’s”. But as the cloud of fire and hatred has settled down, rather silent now, let us spare some time to think were those terrorists human or is any terrorist human? Are those terrorists born that way? Or it is us who made them this way?
Surely no one is a terrorist by birth so it is something during the process that made them terrorist?
Who is a terrorist? Terror is a latin word meaning "to frighten" and terrorism is referred to those acts which are intended to create fear (terror).
Think if we got so carried away just by one instance or sometimes just by listening to our leaders, that we want to kill not only those who attacked but everyone related to them (Isn’t this a terrorist behavior?) then if you are told from the time of your birth that I have killed your family or harassed your people and I am your enemy, what would be your reaction? Wouldn’t you like to take revenge? What’s the difference then!! It is not the individual who is a terrorist; it is the system that makes their minds to do this. It is not the terrorist who are needed to be killed, it is the system that teaches this hatred which is needed to be cleaned.
Some people argue that don’t they have mind to think what’s right and wrong? Can’t they take sensible decision? I don’t know about psychology but it’s there way of making decisions, and in my opinion they do think sensibly. Although sensibility is different for everyone. Calling a red round shaped eatable, an apple is sensible only because we are told so. Similarly when we are told to follow some particular religious believes those become sensible to us in spite of the fact that everyone follows different believes, then how is it insensible to kill your enemies if you are told that killing your enemy is a holy work as it will free your soul and land from age old bondage and you will go to heaven by ruining your enemies. One can even misinterpret The BhagwatGita and The Ram Charit Manas to create havoc.
“Dhol Gawanr Shudra Pashu Naari, Sakal tadan ke adhikaari”
from Ram Charit Manas meant to convey that anyone belonging to the following groups - (drum, illiterate, workers, animal, women) should understand their boundaries for the society to work properly, can be misinterpreted as “anyone of these should be beaten.” Similarly
“Sukh-dukhe same kritva, labhalabhau jayajayau,
tato yuddhaya yujyasva, nai avam papam avapsyasi”
from Gita meant to motivate Arjun towards his work can be misinterpreted as “you should fight against your enemies without taking care of pleasure or pain, loss or gain, victory or defeat, and you will not be charged for any sin.”
If these interpretations were taught to you even before the time you started thinking then won't it had been sensible to you? I think it’s not the individual who is to be blamed but the thinking that has been induced in his mind. It’s time to target the root not the fruits, the world should get united rather then blaming each other. We all should practice being affectionate and respectful to each other to make the world a better place.

"Happy Republic Day"

Thursday, January 1, 2009

A lonly night of new year



This is Jan1, 2009, first day of the year; I am evolving, finding some hidden truth about myself. Getting to know myself and feeling demands of every beat of my heart. It is the barricade that I am passing through which was keeping my soul from performing its purpose in this universe. I am feeling a dying demand for blood; I think I am becoming a cannibal.
As I finished watching the Hannibal series (Red Dragon, Silence of the lambs, Hannibal, Hannibal Rising), I realized my true needs, my purpose. I am starving for some human flesh. Darkness of night and loneliness of the hostel are making me more and more miserable towards my hunger.
I have searched across the lobby but there is nobody there, the dark silence is making my soul cry like a child craving for his mother. No one cares for me, no one ever did… I need nobody, I am going to find it by myself and then I won’t care for them either…
And He is still with me, He is guiding me. He is saying:
Him: That I don't think, you would like.
Me: It looks good.
Him: It is good.
Me: Can I have some?
Him: You're a very unusual boy, aren't you?
Me: I couldn't eat, what they gave me.
Him: Nor should you. It isn't even food, as I understand the definition. Which is why I always, bring my own. So which would you like to try? Well, I suppose it's all right.

He knows what I want and always gives me. I am becoming like Him….. but people say He is a monster……… Nooooo, He is not, they are going to pay for that, I will make them feel pain, I will make them. No mercy…
(Don’t be alone on a new year’s night. In case you are then just go to bed and have some sleep. At last Happy New Year, have fun but be careful because I am watching you.)